damn my head is empty.. right now I'm so nervous about the 9 days I'm going to spend in the army. God i hate to pack because i always forget something and that something always turn out to be the most important thing

today i think i had the biggest fight with my brother ever. He's a fucking asshole some times.. and now when his girlfriend is here everyone have to be kind.. and I'm sorry but i can't! If he does something that I don't like I have to tell him and he don't like it and i don't like that he can't handle it and he don't like that i think he can't handle it and i don't like that he don't like me thinking he can't handle it... okey I'll stop now but please.. can't he just move out? He's 19 and the age is okey.. Some day I'll throw him out my self^^